Ok, so I haven't put anything down for quite some time. I don't know, maybe I just haven't had much to say, or maybe I have had so much to say I haven't been able to organize my thoughts. Maybe, it just finally built up inside of me for so long the only way to get rid of it is to start letting some of it out.
Over the past year and a half I have done, felt, and experienced so many wonderful things, as well as, some not so wonderful things. In some ways it has been a perpetual journey of enligtenment for me. At times, there have been moments that I just didn't know if I was going to get through but I did. Sometimes I wonder if I make things harder on myself. Why can't I seem to take every moment as it comes. Why do I have to worry about things that are not present. That worry is affecting my present which in turn is altering my future!
...... What's that you say? I know, sometimes even I am confused when this stuff comes out for the first time. I guess you have to make of it what you can and move forward.
I'm ready to surrender the flag. Apolgize to everyone that I may have hurt with my sharp tongue and my quick defense and hope that in time all will be forgiven. It was not meant in malice. Now all I can do is throw the towel. The Universe Wins! I am at its mercy and all I can do is put my fears in its hands and walk forward with the peace of everything is going to be alright. Go with what I know to be true in my heart and be faithful to it until its time and never forget Love is in the Details...........
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